today is monday!! and the start of a damn boring crappy school. ): today, 9-6 have classes, means kinda nothing to do. but at least my friend is here. lol. and lappy of course. (:
anyways, for the past month since i haven’t updated, nothing interesting happened, besides getting a new netbook. it’s awesome. lol. going for lunch wif my friends soon. yay. hungry. haha.
hm…dunno what else to add liao leh. oh ya. last sat had to go back to school…and the ‘interview’ of my MP went bad. seriously, my mind went blank, or i just didn’t understand what my LO was trying to tell me and just spoke rubbish. ):
i’m back for lunch and damn full. ate like 2 pancakes…and drank some soup…and it’s kinda the first time in 19 years since i ate western in business school. lol. seriously. i don’t really eat in school luh. if can, i won’t eat at all. hahaha. hope it’s not gonna be like this every day…i’ll definitely grow fat. ):
now busy doing….nothing. (: yayy….i mean was. now gonna start doing stuff. sooo cold. esp since it’s raining, plus i walked in the rain, and now my pants are wet, so it’s COLD. damn blooody cold! i used an umbrella too FYI. geez. the rain. tsktsk. my socks and shoes are wet tooo!!! T.T and i haf like 2hours and 40mins to go before i can leave school. that means, more than 3 hours before i can change out of them. DAMMIT! cold and wet…gross.
i shall go off the com, den do something. ciaoos~.
my previous post was really bad…in terms of language. (: but i don’t care. so i’ll rephrase most of the stuff there, here…with less vulgarities. hey, i’m a good girl.
anyway, today was really cool. cos i had more things to do. no stress though. awesome. got restless towards the end of the day, cos i kept feeling like something real bad is gonna happen. dun ask me what. i don’t know. but maybe it’s cos school’s gonna start (for some pple)…or the fact that the book i’m reading is about some dude who’s quite psychologically damaged. no, i’m not turning crazy or developing a mental problem. i am perfectly fine, keeping my sanity, thanks to friends. haha.
it’s really nice to exchange a few words with friends who just happen to pass by. it’s much better when you walk with a friend to the bus stop, sharing about your day and hearing about theirs. (:
unfortunately, none of my days can ever be perfect. on the way back, an old man walked past me and said ‘bitch’. i did NOT hear wrongly. what is his problem? (i know, everything) i’m sure i heard it right, plus the fact that no one else was around me made me the target doesn’t it? i obviously just continued walking, but i started getting really mad, to the point i felt like turning around and finding that *&^%er. but, why waste my energy when i know he’ll die soon. (: he’s just most probably some poor soul, who’s sexually frustrated cos he can never get his thing up again. :O did i just type that? keke. most probably true what.
in what way does wearing BLACK skinnies, grey CONVERSE sneakers and a BLACK jacket make anyone a bitch? isn’t that more like emo? plus my hair was let down and a little messy, and my fringe was partially covering my left eye. it’s definitely emo. though, i would prefer the term normal, tyvm. (: i was wearing a pink top under my black jacket and it’s NOT low cut at all. so…i’ll forget it. grumpy old men really annoy the hell out of me. made me remember the time when an old cyclist near bumped into me, and scolded me in chinese to go commit suicide. haha. i really got extremely mad then. he’s most probably dead by now. awesome if he was. (:
and now i’m home. watching my brother watch anime instead of studying. D.U.M.B. when’s Os anyways? isn’t it this month? he hasn’t even changed out of his uniform, and when i got home, all the windows were still closed. typical of a computer addict. does he actually think he can pass with just tuition. the fact that his school isn’t even helping makes him in a very bad situation.
for me, i know my school did it’s best…(excluding the fact they gave the lousiest emaths class the LOUSIEST teacher, everything was good, since i got a really good tuition teacher who could withstand my ‘black’ periods. hehe.)
oh, his tuition…wonder if they learn anything. they talk TOO much. doubt anything can be retained. i am not looking down on them, i might be overestimating them(him in particular). he doesn’t have any subject that can definitely get a distinction. D&T cannot be counted on, since it depends on the marker’s mood. there is really no other subject. his friends have at least their chinese or another subject to count on…but him…*sigh* how to help him if he dun help himself? and my mum keeps doing the housework just so he can study. damn. we’ll see the results.
good luck to him and everyone else.
i thought i was gonna die today. haha. sitting in a car being driven by a depressed person, who was not really in his right state of mind. and my mum was the one who asked him to drive us home, since it was ‘on the way’. dammit. when i heard that, i nearly died. can’t really stand it. but his son…tsktsk…i honestly think that family is quite dysfunctional. to think they’re my relatives. =x
and you know how quite a number of people die around their birthdays? i really really thought i was gonna die. T.T
but, since i didn’t die…i’m gonna turn psycho if i come into closer contact with a few slightly mentally off pple any longer. save me man…today really sucked. well, after ’school’ that is. everything was great in school. really. then i decided to follow my mum to the airport to say ‘hi’ to my aunt who returned from australia. then, everything just became bad. i feared for my sanity and my life today. awesome.
i think i’m thinking too much. lol. but my mind is quite full with random thoughts. zzz. i feel like taking a midnight walk today. but no one can accompany me. ): but i really really nid to clear my head, before i become the one who needs depression pills or what not. i don’t think my life is bad. seriously. but being surrounded by these sort of people. O.M.G. i will turn insane soon.
and i’ll die (again) if i hear anyone else say ‘boomz’. just reading the newspaper makes me wanna die from the over-usage of that word. tsk. annoying crap.
the world is coming to an end. are u ready to die yet? hahaha. i know i’m not. =x but if i have to die, please give me a painless one. i haf low tolerance of pain. ):
dammit. i’m getting depressed from this post. ahhhh! baddd….nothing happy. damn. forget it, i’m gonna read some random manga to stop myself from thinking too much. ciao~!
finally updating (:
it’s been months since i last updated!!! :O zomg! haha. so shall update about my extremely boring life. (:
sooo…now i am doing my SIP (Student Internship Program) which is in-house. phew. no pay, fine. as long as it’s nearby and i am familiar with most of the people in school. it’s been all good lately. the only bad part i can remember was falling sick sometime last week. haha. the lab is extremely cold. my jacket doesn’t help keep me warm (neither does my lab coat). but at the greenhouse, it can get bloody hot. so imagine going from a hot place, to a freezing room. it’s not good, that’s most prob why i got sick. zzz. so, one of the pple in charge said i should cool down before going to lab. hehe. the pple there are real nice. xD
drp students are quite good(obviously…which not so nice pple would want to sacrifice their holidays, just to do free labor? haha.) oh, and i heard that the ITE pple are coming on the 23rd Nov. hopefully, they’re nice like the previous pple. tmr’s finally friday!!!! hehe.
O’s coming soon pple! Good luck! keke. but someone’s not studying as hard as everyone else i know…zzz. at least the com is spoilt, so he can’t play. GOOD. my uncle said he’ll try repair after my bro’s Olvls are over. so i’m borrowing my uncle’s laptop…even though my com is still working, just super laggy. can’t wait to re-format it.
hmm….i feel like doing lots of things. i wanna go ice skating…and deb suggested we go wild wild wet…i dun mind man. haha. need more fun stuff in my boring life. and izzyy! u said we should go try play basketball at ur house one day! keke. still haven’t lehh. i can show u how good i am at missing the hoop. (:
i think i’m spending too much lately. just sunday itself, i spent more than 30. is that bad? i think it is. during the weekdays…i spend an average of 8 a day. like…craapp! so much. can’t save anything! i wanna buy more stuff but but….gotta spend more cautiously from now on. ):
we’re going out on Sat rights???? (:
oh, and korean songs are so damn nice. hahaha.
i don’t freaking like school. ):
sem exams. zomg. i haven’t started studying seriously yet! and heck NAPFA. so not taking. =P i can never do the stupid jump and pull up. blehhh. so not doing le. hehe.
it’s finally friday!!!! but but….oh noz….means monday’s coming. eeeewww. i hate school. ):
my rabbit’s been a little retardedly cute lately. xD but he stinks. =x he’s gonna start hating me if i bathe him. ):
and…i think i gained weight again. stupid irregular eating. and last sunday, i didn’t eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. WTH. i couldn’t believe can. at least i ate a bit of stuff…but but! =x then monday to tuesday my stomach hurt like mad. serves u right, idiot…then wed was sneezing like mad. sneeze until got headache. sucks. why so weak sia…
going church camp tmr! quite confusing about how we’re getting there, but thankfully, we’re not going by cab. (:
anyways, gonna be following dub to school first, and who knows what i’m gonna be doing while she does her test. but i’ll manage somehow. hehe.
gonna miss the com. hahaha. whatever. nothing much happening these days. so nothing to blog.
i guess i’ll stop here. hehe. ciao~!
i’m using a freaking laggy computer. haha. becos since lappy died. ): mum said she might get a new one. but oh wells. whatever luh. as long as haf a computer to use. hehe.
so, i’m studying now. tmr’s my last paper. (: still got like….the remaining half of topic 3 to topic 5. hehe. had a full day to study, but decided to cut that in half. i just started at like….11.30am. ): badd. tmr’s test is at 2. so phew. i wun be late. heh. lucky i’m not at the other polytechnics. all so far. hehe.
super used to the sony ericsson phone le. but still find smsing not very comfortable. the keys are so damn flat, so i can’t sms without looking. which is horrible. =P
i’m definitely gonna reach freaking 45kg. i’ll die man. i think i am 45. zomg. save me. ): most prob because of my irregular eating? i dunnoo. like…some days i can dun eat from 11pm the night before…till 5pm or later. den when i stay at home, i’ll just snack lots. =x conclusion: fat. ZOMG!
oh oh…and i’ve been drawing the same rabbit recently. my brother was like asking why i was so random. drawing this really simple bunny doing random things, like…studying -.-”…and eating cookies…and listening to music on an mp3. haha. so lame luh. but it was soo cute. very easy to draw also. and yeah, i’m supposed to be studying now.
nxt friday church camp. hope we can get there safely. =x
been thinking of dye-ing my hair and cutting it…but dunno leh. feel like letting it grow back to it’s natural colour before dye-ing it again….but, i’m bored of the colour. there’s a freaking hair dye staring me in the face everytime i tie my hair infront of the mirror.
whatever. back to studying. (: LAST DAY TO STUDY!….for now. ):
is it that hard to trust me? ):
why can’t she trust me? plus she knows me ALL my life, and i know her all my life. is it that hard? i haven’t seen her ever trust me. it’s like she thinks she’s always right. fine, i’ll let her.
today supposed to go hp service centre to see if lappy could be fixed. we went queenstown mrt there, then ate lunch. den check the bus stop number…which was 11149 and i specifically said we should board at bus stop 11141. so, she said there might be another bus stop down from there, so fine. den i checked bus 51’s journey…fine, it passes alexandra road, but before that (the other direction) also haf alexandra road. i pointed it out to her, but she didn’t seem to want to hear. so fine. we’re supposed to stop at 15051 or 15059. erm. kays. she expected me to look for the bus stop number from inside the bus.
like…my eyesight is bad, even wif contacts on. my degree most prob increase, and even if i had perfect eyesight, i won’t be able to see. plus, i highly doubted we were going the right direction, so why should i bother to look. in the end, we stopped at bugis, took bus 2 to bedok inter and headed home. what a waste of time eh?
plus, i checked and showed her that it was the other direction. cos on bus 17, she kept telling me that it should be the few bus stops that said alexandra road. oh and before that, in bus 51, she said we passed the bus stop already, so after those bus stops, we were wrong. and i told her we were wrong the minute we boarded the bus. of course, she didn’t hear me, cos she was most probably thinking about something else, which is more important than whatever her daughter was saying. so fine. i can deal with that.
i went home, den checked sbs website. and den went to her room to tell her we were going the wrong direction. i did NOT say i was right. and she kept insisting that if we went to the other direction, it would not be alexandra road. then i gave up arguing and went to use the com, so she decided to ask me to show her. but even after showing her we went the wrong direction, she still don’t believe me. i dun think she understands what she saw. so i went to bathe to cool down.
gosh. i get soo freaking annoyed when someone says i’m wrong, when i know i’m nearly 100% right. why nearly 100%? my low self confidence? i guess she just lowered it even more. thanks a lot.
hehe. sorryy dub. keep smsing u about these stuff. =x but thanks for replying. ^^ calmed me down a lot. heh.
